First, before I get started, I just want to clear one thing up. I am an idiot. I know that most of you were already aware of this, but for those of you living in denial, I am sorry, but it is true. Here is the proof. When we moved out of our house, I went to the cable company and turned in our DVR's and modem and canceled our service with them. Did it ever once cross my mind that when I did this, I would also be canceling my internet service. No. It did not. #!*#!!! Yeah, see, I told you. Ummmm, so I have now lost every one's e-mail addresses. Sigh. For those of you reading this, could you please send me your e-mail address. My e-mail is now listed on the side of my blog but here it is just in case you are too lazy to find it there:
So yesterday, I had a little breakdown in church. It was right after sacrament meeting. Thankfully we were in a public place or I would have been bawling my eyes out. I told Steve we made a really big mistake. I wanna go baaaaack. Whaaaaaahhhhhh. What did we do? I want my people back. I don't wanna meet any new people. I liked the old ones just fine. Sniff, sniff....I miss y'all.......sniff......
Really, we lived in the best neighborhood surrounded by the best neighbors. What was I thinking leaving? I love those people with all my heart. And my girls. Betsy, Dianna, Cammy, LaRee, Julie. Friends like that only come around once in a life time. I just left them and moved far, far away. I wish they would move here too. Y'all could move here too? Please? Ok, I really am crying now. Big baby. It's not like I'll never see you again, right? I just won't get to see you everyday.
This morning my sister Lauren had to have an EEG and it had to be done sleep deprived. Which means she had to stay up all night last night. I took a shift staying up with her so my mom could get some sleep. We ate ice cream and pizza and watched a movie and played Deal or No Deal. The problem is that I fell asleep during the last 1/2 of the movie. When I woke up I was so hyper. Like really, really annoyingly hyper. My mom woke up to take over with Lauren and I was so awake I stayed up with them for another hour. I know I was really getting on their nerves because they both kept saying things like, "Allyson, don't you want to go to bed now?", "Allyson, why don't you go to bed now?", "Allyson go to bed! You are making us crazy!".
You know how my brother Sam is on his mission in Mexico City? Well, you remember back at Christmas when Bart and Farrah made the big cut out of him? Since we moved in to my mom's house, Zac has been moving the cutout around. It's a little freaky. Sometimes I walk by a room and Sam is sitting at the computer typing. Sometimes he is playing video games. Sometimes he is watching TV. Addy sees the cutout and gets excited and yells, "SAM! SAM!". I don't know what she is going to do in a few weeks when he comes home and is a real person.
And one last, sad commentary on my life: Life without a DVR is really no life at all.
11 comments:
if you loose internet how do you loose email addresses. Are they not stored in the email account itself, such as Yahoo? Fill me in I am dumb!
Being deliriously tired/hyper is tons of fun but not when you're the only one...that reminds me of mine, Coren and Kristy's late night sleep overs. Kristy would always be delirious and Coren and I would just want to go to sleep.
Don't worry Allyson, change is always hard..it will get better soon.
We completely canceled the WHOLE thing. It was my comcast account and they don't have comcast in our new neighborhood. I didn't print out or transfer my addresses.
Off the subject, have you ever had some random person comment on your blog? I did today and it totally freaked me out!
Comcast is her internet provider and the email is not like having an email address with hotmail or gmail. It is good only as long as you have that internet provider.
So, I am sorry about you missing your friends. It is really hard to move away when you have been used to one place for so long. It does get better.
oh, and is that a new email address because I have a different one for you.
I am so sorry about leaving your friends. I still haven't recovered from leavaing my friends in austin 3 years ago...but I guess that is not a good way to comfort you.
I am sure your new neighborhood has some good people in it that you will soon love...maybe you will even get your hair done so you can match them all. ha ha ha.
I understand about the moving issue-and I hadn't even lived in my house close to the length you guys did! I hope you make friends fast! Also, I really agree about the DVR. I don't have one and I keep thinking, why have tv at all? I never see the shows I actually care about! :)
this is chris moseley again, email addy is dagulf11@yahoo.com . Kind of a long cryptic email address, but it goes along with my 18 character icelandic passwords :) Not only would a hacker have to figure it out, he would also have to speak a dead language. I rock so hard, some times I scare myself.
BTW where do you get those big cut outs made? I would like to get a few of me and station them in every window of my house just to make my neighbors think I am always watching them even though in reality I would be asleep.
Thanks for adding me to your list of friends! We miss you so much Allyson. I hate moving but I was so lucky to have moved into your neighborhood and to have you all as friends. I have never been happier. By the way, I kept reading EEG as EGG and I couldn't figure out why she would need an egg sleep deprived. Talk about a freaking idiot!
Ok thanks for explaining. So Ally I keep checking every day for a new post. When are you thinking yall will be in your new home. Good luck until then.
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